Many Things Happen Lately~

i just realized i have 3 months didnt spend time at here...
April was busying my final test...
May happen a lots sad things and working...
while June...
consider free now...
just wanna write down everything i remember which happenned among the time...
think i will spend a lots time a here today onward...
i have long time didnt go out with my friends...
last month after that incident i went to have a part time job...
now only resign...
and after resign...
everyday i hide myself inside my room...
just dont feel wanna to go out from my room...
dont feel wanna communicate with everyone inside my house...
and even some of my friends...
dont know why...
just feel lack of energy...
i hope the time pass faster...
i wanna leave this home...
and back to my study...
i tell myself hold on...
just one month left...
i know the time will pass soon...
as i watch movie from day to night...
what a boring life...
i have one month didnt talk with my parents...
i dont want talk to them a single word...
i also dont want to hear their voice beside my ears...
is suffering to hear them keep mentioning the incident...
like the incident never over and they never forget or put down...
that is why i feel want to run away from this house...
i find a part time job...
work from morning 7 to night 7...
back home also tired d...
so i no need to care about them...
for me...
my house is just a place for me to sleep...
i dont like this kind of living...
i also dont want think like that...
just...
from that day...
everything change...
our family relationship had become negative...
i will not improve it and it will also never improve...
i prefer become the stranger inside this home...
whenever you all still talk about this matter...
then i will be like that...
ignoring...
i hate people keep talking the same thing i dont like beside my ear...
if i want to hear...
you say one time i will hear...
the more you say...
the more i hate you all...
this is my attitude that you all never know...
i really dont want to pass life like this anymore...
please...
let go me and time pass faster...
i want to leave...
once i back to school...
i wont back until sem break...