Its How Many Time Get Hurt?

why you still cant truely know what i think...
and still want argue with me...
we have been together for 7 months...
not a short time...
you cant feel that i am jealous?
i just dont want you call her...
i dont want you treat her no matter how you feel uncomfortable with her word yesterday...
do you know you got how long never call me?
do you know you have neglected me for how long time?
i have been try my best to suit myself with your busy life...
why your first call so far is to her...
have you think how my feeling?
maybe you call someone not close with me i dont mind that much...
but you call her...
she is my best friend...
i mind you become closer with my best friend...
if i am there i really ok...
but i told you i dont want go out today already...
why you still want call her and ask her out?
is it if she said ok then you will go out alone with her?
luckily she didnt say ok...
if not...
i cant imaging how hurt my heart will be...
i understand what kind of person you are...
but did you know what kind of person i am?
why you must take that serious with her simply said word?
last time you said you want treat her...
i accept that reason and i treat...
but today's poor reason is really unacceptable...
she just simply said want ask you treat...
then you want to call her and go out eat with her alone?
have you ever think about my feeling if you really go out with her alone?
today is our 7 months anniversary...
why we must argue at today...
and yet is because of my best friend...
please try to understand how i feel...
not that easy going with just telling me what you going to do, doing and did...
i hate heart broken feel...
i hate keep crying because of you...
i hate everytime we argue then i have to cry alone...
i thought we can together happily...
we already have less time to contact...
how come still got time to argue...
please dont always is me who tolerate...
do you know the more i tolerate...
the more i get hurt...
i love you very very much...
so i always did my best to keep our relationship on...
have you try your best?
i hope someday you are...