I Want Back Our Sweet Moment~

this is the first time i stay here and didnt go back find him...
since tuesday...
we have not much close with each other...
he have been so busy...
and i am busy with my class and outing with friends...
even today i am so free d...
he want to relax and play his game...
he prefer do his own thing rather than spend time accompany me...
i wonder what happen to our relationship...
he become cold to me as last time after we argue...
i dont know what should i do eventually...
only way is to let him...
and i find my own thing to do...
find my friends to chat...
or find friends to go out...
someone told me before...
guy wont appreciate when the girl treat him too good or too close with him...
i admit it is a fact...
so...
i am trying now not to close with him...
he want his alone time...
i give him...
i trust he will miss me some other day...
i have to wait for two more weeks in order to see him...
it is our promise...
i will wait the day come patiently...
and give him the present i buy for him...
i cant wait to give him...
hope he will happy to see it...
honestly...
i am very miss him now...
i hope we can have the happy moment back...
although i know he doesnt mean not love me even he less contact with me...
but i still prefer he close with me everyday every moment...
dear...
can you understand my feeling?

Back To Normal Life~

i have stop spend my time at blog for one month...
finally i back to here...
write down my feeling inside my deep heart...
i am having my school life now...
glad...
i can back to my normal life...
which i can see him every week and spend a weekend time with him...
he seem happy also when i back to his side...
indeed we cant meet a lots when holiday...
pity...
well...
two weeks have past...
i spend two weekends at his place...
from wednesday until friday...
so good and happy...
everyday with him...
is third week now...
i cant back to his place...
coz have a date with my friend...
but he is busy with his relative funeral matter too...
he stop finding me for two days...
and even shut up his phone...
but i didnt angry and worry...
he told me before he busy...
i will wait for his sms again...
and hope can see him very soon...
i miss you dear...